"Hollywood Hills and Suburban Thrills, and you, who are you kidding? I'm not like them..."

It's been a while. I seem to have these spurts of wanting to update everything that's going on and then times when life seems like a bore or a little to overwhelming to update about. But i think it is long enough...a month is where I draw the line. So, let's see... life is steady. I know I always say that, but this season in my life just seems very steady and mundane to me. I believe that God is preparing me for a transition and for new starts in my life, but they aren't quite here yet, so I am left waiting, and learning patience. I am writing consistantly and trying to learn as much about the music business as possible. I am networking and trying to dive into all the creativity that I have to offer. It's an exciting time, but really scary. Putting yourself out there in all of your vulneribility is frighting, but I have the "Take me or leave me" and "when it's the perfect time, then everything will fall into place" kind of attitude, which is the only thing keeping me sane right now. So, just keep me in your prayers that I will keep that attitude and keep believing that only good things will come!

As for the rest of my life. I am still nannying on the side, which is going well. Olivia is on break, so we have a little more time to just hang out, catch up on errands and such. She's such a good girl and puts up with my goofiness so well! I am working out every morning and even have begun waking up at 7am to work out and start my day. I might catch a short nap in the afternoon if I can, but I am feeling good and it is really stretching, but I so want to get my body into perfect shape, so I can start dancing again. I miss dancing. I miss being that creative on the dance floor and learning new routines and technique. I'm not a ballerina or a professional, but I can work my way around a class and that's all I could ask for. I love it and that's all that matters. My family life is good. David and I continue to get closer and bond over music and life. He's such a good kid and I love watching him grow up. Him and I have always been close and I have nothing but hope and faith in him. He's amazing and has such a tender heart...the best little brother a big sister could ask for. Manolo is almost 8 months old and is growing fast. He's so cute, but still isn't fully potty trained, but we are working on it!

My hair is growing out, which I am super excited for! And now I am trying to decide what to re-color my hair when I get it done. I dont know whether to stay blond and go a little lighter or to go back black. I'm torn and I love change, so we will see what happens.

I am inspired to take a vacation this summer. My family and I are going to Sand Diego and Las Vegas, which I am excited for, but I am thinking I should go somewhere tropical..hmm...we will see! But I need a tan first!

That's all for now! Will update soon. Lots of Love...

Comments

[Kristin]

Great update! So good to hear from you again! Glad everything is going well for you. And as for your hair...I love you as a blonde :) But anything will look great! Good luck!

[Lori]

I here Michigan is tropical this time of year :)

[Cheree]

Glad you updated! And glad to hear that everything is going well and that you are working on doing what you love. Keep trusting God and he will fulfill the desires of your heart.